2012 我在dallas

沿着网上流行的格式，我也打算这么开始我的2011新年总结。2011, Boston, New York, D.C., Cape Cod, Rockport, Salem, New Haven, Dallas 有我。2011年一整年都没有踏上祖国的土地，都没有和爸爸妈妈见上一面，心里总是有些失落和惆怅。但2011我生命中也出现了那么多人，也一直有朋友的陪伴，虽然依然幼稚依然孩子气但也摸爬滚打渐渐也有了丝沧桑。人过了25岁，日子总像在追着你跑。回忆过去的几年，虽然见识广了，但是似乎什么都还在原地徘徊，事业未成（简单说现在的状态是失业），爱情也没有起色（虽然有段让我刻骨铭心的爱情，但也是无疾而终，修成正果何时才能达到）。每当想到这些，就十分地沮丧。恨不得能一觉起来，第二天一切都摆在面前。也许这是电影的荼毒吧，短短七八十分钟讲述一生，而一生缺如此漫长又如此短暂。

今晚在舒展，京通家一起跨年，一起吃了dimsum，一起看了电影once，一起看了time square的跨年live。现在巴黎时间7点36分，你比我早到2012年7个小时。bonne annee. 我突然好想反悔，好想和你说，我们不要断了联系，我们写信，写很长很长的信，我们做朋友先，也许有一天，有一天，也许我们再在一起的时候，就不会显得那么陌生，恍如隔世。

新的一年，希望慢慢生活，慢慢爱，慢慢成长，慢慢体会。

After reading Shapiro's Coloring Book

Our love didn't break as others have sharp fragments that hurt
Afraid of fading in tedious we let it trap in the time, a smile farewell.

One day my body was a shell merely to contain you.
The next day, empty of you. Got to be filled somehow.

I read, I travel, I write,
as if we were traveling separately.
But sometimes I remember the sweetness,
and it bears your name.

I murmured to myself maybe maybe.

A tree that once was a seedling
A guitar that once was a truck of bare wood
A view from the window that once was yesterday's
that once was last year's
Once we were in each other's life

I wished this chapter never closes

All I Want Is You

How many roads must went down before we meet again

How many nights must passed through before I can feel your warmth

So long, so long

How many people must walked by till we meet again

How many winters must I survive till I can feel your warmth

So long, so long

Mistletoes turn green, Maples turn red.

Mountains away, Oceans apart.

I will be brave, 

You will be all right.

So long, so long